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Lady of Chaos
26 September 2014 @ 04:29 pm
I'm not on "Ello"
I just figured I'd pop in say hi!
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Lady of Chaos
16 November 2012 @ 04:07 am
Does Any One Know Who Started Calling it SapioSexual?
Lady of Chaos
14 November 2012 @ 05:51 pm
I think i may be hanging out here while I work on trying to get up and going...

bunny is turning 7 years old <3
Lady of Chaos
02 August 2012 @ 01:10 am
DEFCON 20 was a blast O.o
Lady of Chaos
26 January 2012 @ 05:27 am
got an email they are deleting inactive accounts..

not this one though..

i'm keeping it
Current Mood: tiredtired
Lady of Chaos
03 June 2011 @ 02:02 pm
I haven't been here in a bit

doesn't mean its not in mind..
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Lady of Chaos
01 February 2011 @ 01:58 pm
ugh i don't like it when i feel like my spine is out of place right where I fell on it.. so hard to breath normal or find a calming position.. or to figure out what to eat when so hungry and try and figure out what the day is..
would feel more sane if i actually felt i could ever get help.

you know, enough pain it doesn't matter you slept all night.. you still feel like you never slept..

the fact that humans who promise to do no harm being the fuel to my developing phobia is kinda pissing me off.
Lady of Chaos
10 September 2010 @ 02:04 pm
Shame I haven't been checking in at all..

Got uber smart phone too..

But I can't forget lj

Just onder how many more people havn't ben on here..

Um yah no sure what to say other than sorry for playing face book more than you my lovely lj

If you need me I've been being silly on FB
Lady of Chaos
04 June 2010 @ 11:08 am
Just a few things:

(suites me because i was not aloud in the goth club on world goth day for being too colorful)

Good news Every one:

Neuromancer Movie:

and for giggles:

IBM muppet show:


Havn't post in a while.. been busy

car wreck
fixed car
been broke
got new tat
got turned away from goth night in salem
went to Newport RI
helping friends
worried my arch of my foot is falling
trying to keep relaxed
trying to sell car to not be as broke
miss husband and friends.. (just busy working or really far away)

trying to make my fat ass not as fat

trying to keep the bunny from destroying every thing

trying to keep head up and health forward.. but haven't gone to the doc because of major issues and being dicked around.. also can't justify spending even co-pay to get seen when seen means nothing

been worried about dad from his hospital session.. he says he's better

Have i even mentioned my hair is blue (or was its more teal than anything now...)

Every thing is fine..

but i don't understand why i'm so upset
Lady of Chaos
04 May 2010 @ 06:38 am
why am i crying.. why do i always ruin any chance of a supper day with the person i love. why can't i do anything right. why cant i just have a nice day.. try and bring in money at all.. keep shit together. why do i always fuck shit up.